The Story of Longing

You might think that the worst had passed for me.

And that I am already living the best that life can offer. But as the months, years and days pass the longing and wanting keeps on growing inside.

Behind this funny face and hilarious humor I can play is the other side of me that I dont want people to see.

That every smile I give out to everyone is creating a hole in my heart. The truth that this happiness will never be seen by you. 

Not a chance. Not in this lifetime.

That each story I tell everyone is equal to my heart’s desire to tell to it to only you.

That every blink my eyes make, is my heart’s wish to bring you back.

But reality is always there forever checking if I have started to stand up again. I wish that time will come where life and me will realize that they should actually best friends.

Author: QUEENIE

Life has an interesting way of telling me that I am a special chocolate chip cookie baked personally by the hands of God (well, just as everyone of us!). I am loving the challenges. A widow at a young age yet keeping a positive view of the future. Still a believer of magic, fate and true love, taking each day one small step at a time. I have a grand dream! ;-)

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