I remember you
when I wash the dishes, I see you beside me waiting for me to hand you the clean plates,
when I sleep at night and notice the empty space on my bed, I try to fill my body in the middle to somehow try to fill the emptiness,
when I watch a movie that we once watched together, I cry as I remember hugging you when i start to get so attached to the story,
when I walk past a familiar street I try my best to carry my trembling feet. Nostalgic of all the walks we did and the sweet and quirky conversations we had,
I remember you on these occasions (and more) as I do it a thousand times each day. Safe to say I remember you every second of every day. Sigh, as I realize all I have are memories of you.
Sometimes I simply miss you a lot. When I start to feel like crying, i think of you and how you will live this life if you were in my shoes. You haven’t taught me enough, you left so sudden — without goodbyes.
On losing you, I know it is not easy and it will never get easier each day. as I try to pick up the broken pieces of my heart hoping that somehow these pieces are part of yours so I can get the courage to get up and live another day.
you will always be my one and only, hubby.